I'm down 2 pounds. I should be down more, but, again I procrastinate, and have only worked out twice in the last two weeks. Today is the first day in the same period that I do not have any visits, and I don't have to be in the hospital for anything. I've already done twenty minutes on the elliptical. I'm getting ready to start working on getting things into the back of my new vehicle.
I love my new car, even though it wasn't one I was looking at. It actually is a better vehicle than I thought we could get. When the salesman brought it up for me to test drive, I almost cried. Now I know how the people on game shows feel when the host says "Johnny, tell them what they've won!" and the announcer says"A NEW CAR!" Only I have to pay for the car on top of tax title an license.
I'm feeling better this morning, not so worn out, I know my life could be worse, and sometimes, I feel like I'm taking on too much, but when my check comes and I can make my care payment with one weeks work, I know its worth it and we're on the right path.
Friday, February 19, 2016
Tuesday, February 2, 2016
I'm procrastinating again. I need to work out, and I need to get more people under me as far as leadership with Avon is concerned. I'm letting my anxiety get the best of me. I'm so afraid of rejection and that I'm going to do things wrong that I have a habit of putting it of or not doing it.
I'm anxious for my tax return, as we will be getting another vehicle, and I can't wait. I have one picked out, but my concern is that it won't be there when I get my money. I have a backup, but I would really, really, really like my first choice.
Last night, I told the BPO I would be their president next year. it wasn't an easy decision to make. But I want to be there for Audrey and help out where I can. That's why I decided to leave the hospital in the first place. Ian was upset, until I explained I why I needed to do this. He's still against it today, but at least he's more understanding.
Got a couple of extra visits this week, both during the day, while the kids are at school, and in town. Makes me happy that the RN thought to ask me to help out. Audrey is enjoying her time at the vet clinic. Tonight is ADM, tomorrow Audrey has jazz band, and this weekend, Audrey has 3 pep bands.
Things are moving along. It's getting easier being home. I like to think we're all finding our places more easily when when the weekends come along.
I think its time to stop procrastinating at least on the workout front.
I'm anxious for my tax return, as we will be getting another vehicle, and I can't wait. I have one picked out, but my concern is that it won't be there when I get my money. I have a backup, but I would really, really, really like my first choice.
Last night, I told the BPO I would be their president next year. it wasn't an easy decision to make. But I want to be there for Audrey and help out where I can. That's why I decided to leave the hospital in the first place. Ian was upset, until I explained I why I needed to do this. He's still against it today, but at least he's more understanding.
Got a couple of extra visits this week, both during the day, while the kids are at school, and in town. Makes me happy that the RN thought to ask me to help out. Audrey is enjoying her time at the vet clinic. Tonight is ADM, tomorrow Audrey has jazz band, and this weekend, Audrey has 3 pep bands.
Things are moving along. It's getting easier being home. I like to think we're all finding our places more easily when when the weekends come along.
I think its time to stop procrastinating at least on the workout front.
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