I'm procrastinating again. I need to work out, and I need to get more people under me as far as leadership with Avon is concerned. I'm letting my anxiety get the best of me. I'm so afraid of rejection and that I'm going to do things wrong that I have a habit of putting it of or not doing it.

I'm anxious for my tax return, as we will be getting another vehicle, and I can't wait.  I have one picked out, but my concern is that it won't be there when I get my money. I have a backup, but I would really, really, really like my first choice.

Last night, I told the BPO I would be their president next year. it wasn't an easy decision to make. But I want to be there for Audrey and help out where I can. That's why I decided to leave the hospital in the first place. Ian was upset, until I explained I why I needed to do this. He's still against it today, but at least he's more understanding.

Got a couple of extra visits this week, both during the day, while the kids are at school, and in town. Makes me happy that the RN thought to ask me to help out. Audrey is enjoying her time at the vet clinic. Tonight is ADM, tomorrow Audrey has jazz band, and this weekend, Audrey has 3 pep bands.

Things are moving along. It's getting easier being home. I like to think we're all finding our places more easily when when the weekends come along.

I think its time to stop procrastinating at least on the workout front.