15 Minutes.

I've been having trouble getting motivated this week. I don't know if it's because of the long periods of time between my shifts, or just not having as much to run the kids to, as I did before winter break, or just getting used to not going to work as much.

Don't get me wrong, I love my schedule, and really don't want to change it. I know it was colder this week and my bed was so comfortable. BUUTTT, today I finally got my lazy but up and got on my elliptical. I've done 15 minutes today. I am going to get another 15 in later today. I want so much to be healthier for my family. I have to get on every day and work on it.

This is about not being thin enough to ride a roller coaster with my kids because the seat belt won't fit. Then I'm embarrassed and Ian feels bad, then when I say, no I don't want to he doesn't understand. He says "oh I weigh 200 pounds".  In my head I'm like, OMG I wish I was only 200 pounds.

I put on 70 pounds in my three years at this hospital. I'm going to try to lose a good portion of that  before May. I can do this. I have to do this. I WILL DO this, Not  just for myself but for my family.